Friday was just any other Friday. Working so fast to try and hit our numbers and counting down the minutes until I’m off and home with my family. We did some interviews for new candidates and as they asked about the culture of my company I talked about it with pride like I always do. 98% of people are amazing here. We celebrate Holiday’s in a big way! We have activities, meetings, food for the whole group and other little things that make a big difference for moral. It’s actually hard to think about leaving these people and the interactions I have with them day to day. I keep reminding myself that if I don’t keep to the plan I will be sitting in this same position a year or two from now wondering why I didn’t take the risk and work towards some new while I had the passion and desire to do so. I don’t want to be 50 years old, looking back at my life and wondering what it would have been like if I had only just taken the chance. It’s actually one of my biggest fears. To live a life I am comfortable with but yearning for more. A life where I stay still in hopes that the pulling inside of me will just subside. A life of good enough, but not great. So on days where I feel good where I am, and I love the people I’m surrounded by, I try to remember there’s a much bigger picture.
We’re almost done with October and the days are flying by. I am so nervous some days about making this huge move in life. How will it affect my family, our lifestyle and our future? I guess we will just have to see…
Quitting in Six 